It’s been a long time since I have written anything. And you better believe I have a lot to say. Considering my blogs are generally really short, I’ll try to make this one worth your while - if it’s not, do not waste your time.
As I sit here and enjoy my giant M&M cookie, I reminisce about last night … where I sat in this same exact spot in a less than optimistic mood.
I have recently learned what is probably one of the most important life lessons anyone will learn in their 20s. You know you shouldn’t drink and drive, but you did that one time. DON’T. You know you shouldn’t tell someone to “fuck off” because it’s rude, but she gave you a legitimate reason to hate her. DON’T.
Life is rough and 3 out every 3 people can attest to that. The important thing is to do whatever it takes to not let others drag you down with their unhappiness. I’m guilty of it. You’re guilty of it. Sometimes being alone in all the shit is unbearable and sharing the shit salad you were served for breakfast, lunch, dinner and the past 6 months is the only thing that can make you feel better.
But wait, there’s a happy alternative. I didn’t say easy, I said happy.
Kill ‘em with kindness until the day you die. I was literally pushed to my ultimate limit recently and for the first time I knew how it felt to be so infuriated all you can do is smile. After that, I decided smiling made me feel better … no matter how shitty the shit salad was that day.
There are many, many things I’m bitter about. And countless choice words I have for specific people out there. But I reckon it’s time to bite my tongue since I’ve let it loose my whole life. ;)
If there’s a photo of you on here, it’s because I like your smile. :D